đUS: Art Show & Tell, of a Point of Order, add a little ice cream, my just reward. A young woman, lingering with a tattooed crowd in downtown Edmonton near the library, complimented my artwork. After finishing my rapidly melting ice cream in the 24°C heat, I walked over to her gang to show the backside, titled Disorder. Suddenly, a young man lunged at me. "Get the f*** away from here!" he snapped. Before I could react, the group's matriarchâMama Tattooâspoke up. "I like your painting," she said, her voice steady. The young manâs demeanor shifted. He looked at the artwork again, his expression softening. "That's an amazing piece of art," he admitted.Â
The Selfish Pursuit of Artistic Truth
đ¨ Letâs get this out of the way: âSelfishnessâ is a dirty word â unless youâre an artist. Then it becomes a survival strategy, a compass, a tiny act of rebellion you carry in your pocket like a stolen hotel pen. I didnât invent this. I learned it from the greats who shook me awake for decades inside the (AGA) Art Gallery of Alberta and from afar, Chicago's (MCA) Museum of Contemporary featuring Virgil Abloh's Figures of Speech, 2019.
Chicago's Virgil Abloh â the remix prophet. Virgilâs mantra â âLife is so short you canât waste even a day subscribing to what someone thinks you can doâŚâ â hit me like a brick wrapped in velvet. He didnât just cross boundaries; he dissolved them. Architect, DJ, designer, theorist â he treated disciplines like Lego bricks. His selfishness wasnât ego. It was permission. Permission to remix. Permission to study everything and belong nowhere. Permission to say âWe wear what we believe.â
What they all taught me? Mindful selfishness â the good kind â is the artistâs oxygen. Itâs the courage to defy conformity in pursuit of personal truth. Guard your mental and emotional health Turn pain into pigment. Let your work say what your voice canât. Give others permission to be unapologetically themselves. These artists didnât just influence me. They cracked open the door I didnât know I was allowed to walk through. Their selfishness made space for my own. And in that space, I found my brush, my voice, and my .09% slice of citizen free press in a democracy.